1. The happiest time is when I can click a useless website off, close it. Say, you are trying hard to get a job or want something badly and nothing seems to be working. Well, that is when you can open a job website login and close it without logging out. The rush of not doing the correct thing is awesome. This is the extent to which I can be outrageous, some take drugs, some steal, I close websites with a flourish.
2. When you are down in dumps, the only thing that stays with you is the crazy one sided banter in your head. The one that tells you that you are not good, your hair is rough, your resume is invisible and your husband is an idiot. Your family and non existent friends will not even enter this area. This becomes your private hell. Enjoy it while it lasts. For when you come out you can recognize someone else in it and help them pull out.
3. The worst thing that can happen to a educated woman with a brain is marriage, encourage her to have kids and the ultimate one is make her stay without a job for as long as possible, The self respect that you are capable and yet dependent, the constant pain of not being able to do anything and kids demanding will get you to the loony bin.
4. The only thing constant in life is you and how you will live your life. Rest will come and go.
5. After sometime of constant head bantering, that is when your thoughts seem to be going in circles and everybody including your family seems to misunderstand you. You can feel head getting warm and numb, this stays for a short while before the onslaught of thoughts.
2. When you are down in dumps, the only thing that stays with you is the crazy one sided banter in your head. The one that tells you that you are not good, your hair is rough, your resume is invisible and your husband is an idiot. Your family and non existent friends will not even enter this area. This becomes your private hell. Enjoy it while it lasts. For when you come out you can recognize someone else in it and help them pull out.
3. The worst thing that can happen to a educated woman with a brain is marriage, encourage her to have kids and the ultimate one is make her stay without a job for as long as possible, The self respect that you are capable and yet dependent, the constant pain of not being able to do anything and kids demanding will get you to the loony bin.
4. The only thing constant in life is you and how you will live your life. Rest will come and go.
5. After sometime of constant head bantering, that is when your thoughts seem to be going in circles and everybody including your family seems to misunderstand you. You can feel head getting warm and numb, this stays for a short while before the onslaught of thoughts.
